Tour de Lust influencer shares heartbreaking news her 15-month-old son has died
Tour de Lust Influencer Christine Tran Ferguson has shared the heartbreaking news that her 15-month-old son Asher has died.
The influencer posted a devastating message to honour the tot, calling his loss an "unimaginable nightmare". The 37-year-old explained that her son lost his life following a "fight for his life in the ICU" two weeks ago. Christine didn't reveal the youngster's cause of death.
The tearjerking post on Instagram read: "My heart is utterly broken and shattered into a million pieces. I will never understand why, nothing makes sense, I'm still in shock, I just want to wake up from this unimaginable nightmare and have you back in my arms. Why is this happening to us, why Asher?? You did not deserve any of this."
She continued to say the incident was "the hardest experience mommy and daddy has ever had to endure".
"Everyday has been torture without you, this pain is unbearable. I still feel like you're going to reappear but our home is so quiet and empty without you. Part of me has died with you. I'm so heartbroken, with no idea how to live a life without you."
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Asher has sadly died aged 15 months old (tourdelust/Instagram)
Christine said her 'heart is utterly broken' (tourdelust/Instagram)The post was shared alongside a carousel of images of the youngster as she labelled him the "smartest and happiest little boy I've ever known". She said he had "made our family complete" as she added he was destined to change the world.
"I miss your little laughs," she poured out. "The way you stick out your tongue when you giggled, the way you picked up your food with your tiny chubby fingers, your little dance moves, how you clapped your hands, your little feet kicking a ball, the way you grab the hockey or golf sticks for dada, you just always knew how to make everyone smile."
Christine confessed the couple are yet to move any of young Asher's belongings in his room, saying it feels "empty" without him there.
The couple haven't touched the youngster's room since his death (tourdelust/Instagram)
Christine shared her heartbreak on social media (tourdelust/Instagram)"I'm so sorry you had to go through this!!" she went on. "I would give anything to take your place, to go back in time. I still can't believe you're gone, why did you have to go so soon?? We had a future as a family I constantly think about & it's just gone. I miss running my hands through all your hair, biting your chubby little feet, but most of all I ache for your hugs and kisses so much!! I pray I get to see you in my dreams every night. I just want you back so badly, but you're never coming home and it's killing me."
She ended the lengthy message by sharing her gratitude to all those who had shared their support, saying she sees all the messages but can't get through them all just yet.
Christine had often shared photos and posts of her son and her family on her social media.
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